looking around, checking reality once more, i am starting to think that perhaps i lost more than what i have gained.
but oh well, decisions are made for executing, not regretting. what has to be done, will be done eventually.
also, rule 11 still prevails!
11: there’s no such thing as a bad change. that includes your mother dying
still observing and learning what i can along the way …
less on angsty whinings and more on my LYFEEE now, depicted in the typical way.
ytd night was chill. or that’s what typical teens will call it.
mild sensation of soreness is traveling all around my left leg now and i don’t know why.
did we walk much?
at night, they came over to my house and we racked our brains to come up with “fun” activities which we obviously fail to in the end.
my house is really a boring slump i guess …
so we just talked shit, do shit and did nothing.
finally, thanks to the considerate operating system of SBS, they were forced to leave at 12 plus.
i must really enjoy sitting down, doing nth lol.
i don’t want to fail PDW, but believe that i will.
have never been so desperate in completing an assignment.
retaking 2 modules for next sem will be completely disastrous.
with that, let me say a prayer.
“god, i am sorrying for buying multiple books pertaining to militant atheism and spending hours on forums debunking creationist. but but but … if you are truly benevolent and merciful … SAVE ME!”
that will be all.
i suspect the only reason why i made this entry is because it’s 9am in the morning and i am BORED …